We brought the young cows out of the mountains, those
expecting their first and second calves. We’ll keep them separate for the
winter. They do better if they don’t have to compete for feed with the mature
cows. But when we put them on the road, they were lost without the older cows
to show them the way. It took extra nudging to convince them they needed to
walk home.
There were only three of us to put them up and over the
steep grade at Rawlins Creek, with Alan, our longtime helper, on foot at that. When
we finally came out on top, He and Dave went back to help the rest of the crew who
were putting the older cows through the chute for their fall vaccinations. I
stayed with the young cows on my favorite horse, Jane, and with my border collie,
Dot. We took the herd along the old stock trail that follows the river. Gary
brought me lunch after a while and checked the lead cows before he headed back
to the main herd.
I’ve ridden this route many times. I rode it as a kid,
begrudgingly taking turns with my sisters because we didn’t have enough horses
to go around. And after I grew up and took a detour with the wrong man, I
married Mark and came back to my roots. Mark was raised just like me on a
neighboring ranch who summered cattle on the same range. He traveled the same
route spring and fall - only he had his own horse and didn’t have to share! But there’s
more.
My Mom was raised in these mountains; her love of the
land and the river lives on in me. The cabin built by my great-grandparents
can be seen over the bluff along the Trail, safe from vandals, but victim to
the passage of time and the river that erodes toward its foundation. When my
folks married, Mom moved downstream, but never really left the mountains
because of their herd’s annual transhumance. She didn’t ride horses, but was
vital to the ranch in other ways. And every year, when she drove past the site
of her childhood home, she paused.
Times are different today. I worry about the Trail in ways
she never had to. There are more and more fences every year crowding our cows
into a narrower and narrower lane. The county widens and “improves” the road
annually. More off-road travel, 4-wheelers and side-by-sides, mean more
two-tracks taking off in every direction. Invasive plants are moving in on our
beloved sagebrush sea and we imagine no way to stop their advance – the weeds or the people.
But for some reason, perhaps I was busy moving the herd, perhaps
it was the solitude. In any case, I took the day off from worrying. When the
herd arrived at our destination, I waited. I tied Jane to a cedar, sat on the bluff and thought about
my Mom and Dad. Thankfully I dressed warm that day. I told Mark I would've been in tears if I hadn’t. I soaked up the evening, the sunset, and finally
darkness, trusting that the pickup and trailer, studded with lights, would show
up eventually. And he did.
My Mom, Alma, on the Trail |
heading home |
timeless |
That's some serious history Wendy
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Deletegreat - so calming, to read, but also...bittersweet, deep, heart-stirring.
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